Journal Entries
from my self love journey
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Sunflower
September 2, 2019
& then they are gone
I am a highly emotional person with uncontrollable feelings. I can't help when I feel sad or mad or highly disappointed. I can't help if I ever feel the need to sit down and cry. in fact I want to ri...
Sunflower
August 6, 2019
The Self Care Mindset
Self care is a lot harder to achieve than what people think.
Self care requires someone who is normally selfless to become selfish, and for them to think about themselves even though they are alw...
Sunflower
April 5, 2019
6:47am
6:47am
Here I am, with my cup of creamer with coffee added and my heated blanket on my brand new recliner watching CNN. I feel old. But I also feel like first thing in the morning is mine. It's my...
Sunflower
January 17, 2019
I Just Said, “Enough”.
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There was no epiphany, or moment of realization. I just felt like shit, woke up one day and was like, "Okay, enough is enough."
and then...
Sunflower
October 16, 2018
My Social Anxiety is Real, and its Paralyzing
My social anxiety is one complex monster.
Before I take off on this post, I would like to take a moment to define social anxiety for the crowd: "The defining feature of social anxiety disorder, also ...
Sunflower
October 9, 2018
Lack of Accountability; My 22nd Year
“a lot of times
we are angry at other people
for not doing what
we should have done for ourselves
- responsibility”
― Rupi Kaur, The Sun and Her Flowers
Accountability meant th...
Sunflower
August 26, 2018
Making Changes
There are so many changes that I want to make.
The only problem being is that those changes are still in my head. What makes it worse is that I can actually see the results of those changes in my hea...
Sunflower
May 22, 2018
The Curse of Always Wanting More
When my parents were together, I always had more.
My parents made sure me and my siblings always had new clothes, sports equipment, food on the table, tv to watch. Although strict, they always provid...
Sunflower
March 11, 2018
Chelsey + Getting Real Emotion
One of the greatest parts about photographing people is getting them to show real emotion.
Most of the time, people clam up when you shove a camera in their face. Kid you not, 9 times out of 10 the v...
Sunflower
February 21, 2018
I Don’t Even Know Anymore
I put a lot of time and energy into this blog.
oh yeah, and money.
It seems like now a days I am unable to sit down and right a decent post. I feel like I am always whining or complaining. I was h...