keep moving forward
“Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious...and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.” - Walt Disney
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I used to talk about my experiences.. until I felt like they had overstayed their welcome. I was always looking to teach and eventually felt like I no longer was. in 2020 I decided fuck that. sometimes there is no outward advice to give. but I am still going to tell the story. even if there isn't a rainbow and butterflies "and now I'm a better me because of it" ending. here it is. here is what I have to say.
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Sunflower
July 12, 2020
It Changed Me
It was a gradual change. It wasn’t until people started telling me I was different before I truly saw. I’m not sure what was the overall determining factor or if it was a collection of things. I do k...
Sunflower
March 20, 2020
how i am currently feeling
I keep apologizing to everyone around me because my head is not focused. I am in a terrible mood constantly and I feel like I am in a hopeless situation. it's almost if my stress and anxiety have gon...
Sunflower
February 3, 2020
Let’s Start From the Beginning
I wasn't sure what starting at the beginning would look like, but
I figured the beginning looked something like this. Hello, my name is Cat and this is my blog. I started it in 2015 when I needed ...
Sunflower
September 2, 2019
& then they are gone
I am a highly emotional person with uncontrollable feelings. I can't help when I feel sad or mad or highly disappointed. I can't help if I ever feel the need to sit down and cry. in fact I want to ri...
Sunflower
August 6, 2019
The Self Care Mindset
Self care is a lot harder to achieve than what people think.
Self care requires someone who is normally selfless to become selfish, and for them to think about themselves even though they are alw...
Sunflower
April 5, 2019
6:47am
6:47am
Here I am, with my cup of creamer with coffee added and my heated blanket on my brand new recliner watching CNN. I feel old. But I also feel like first thing in the morning is mine. It's my...
Sunflower
January 17, 2019
I Just Said, “Enough”.
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There was no epiphany, or moment of realization. I just felt like shit, woke up one day and was like, "Okay, enough is enough."
and then...
Sunflower
October 16, 2018
My Social Anxiety is Real, and its Paralyzing
My social anxiety is one complex monster.
Before I take off on this post, I would like to take a moment to define social anxiety for the crowd: "The defining feature of social anxiety disorder, also ...
Sunflower
October 9, 2018
Lack of Accountability; My 22nd Year
“a lot of times
we are angry at other people
for not doing what
we should have done for ourselves
- responsibility”
― Rupi Kaur, The Sun and Her Flowers
Accountability meant th...
Sunflower
August 26, 2018
Making Changes
There are so many changes that I want to make.
The only problem being is that those changes are still in my head. What makes it worse is that I can actually see the results of those changes in my hea...